Ok so lastnight thought I would try pilates for the first time as part of my 'New Year - New Body' strategy! Arrived a little bit late, and didnt know what the hell I was doing! Luckily my friend Laura came along with me (she is the reason I was late - as usual!) Woke up this morning...sore as anything. My stomach hurts so much when I laugh! Gonna stick with it though...Need to keep myself motivated...my holiday in August should help!
Going with one of my friends Alyssa...still deciding on whether to go to Turkey, Cyprus or Malta... Cant wait to get a tan finally! The weather at the moment in London is shite! Been raining all day...so as usual on a rainy day I have spend the day indoors...apart from a quick bit of fun with a french guy down the road at lunchtime! (Note to self - need to stop the meaningless sex for 2011!)
Not really moping about R...maybe I am finally starting to get him out my system? Still think about him loads though...I guess I always will. Damn this blog is already turning into a place for me to talk about him! grrr
Good news though...off to see my friend in Frankfurt tomorrow so looking forward to that. Still need to pack...I hate packing...I wish my mum could do it for me. Why are mums so good at packing cases???
Anyway, over and out for now!
Casp ",)
Thursday 6 January 2011
Thursday 30 December 2010
New year, new beginning...
Well here I am. New to this world of blogging. Not sure how it will work out, but I guess it will be good for me to start writing this stuff down...and maybe someone will enjoy reading it?
What can I say then...I am currently sitting on my mums sofa, watching crappy TV at 12.30am. Havent been looking after myself very well for the past few weeks...well I guess for the past few months really. Smoking load, eating loads...with the whole idea that on the 1st January my life will change and I will become a better person! Slimmer, healthier, happier! I am dtermined to enjoy 2011 anyway...want to go new places, meet new people. 2010 was the best and the worst year all rolled into one. I fell in love, and had my heart broken. Only now 3 months after the breakup can I finally start looking forward. Ive let go of the guy that I love - we cant be friends even though he seems to think we can. He is friends with all his exes...I just dont want to be added to that list.
Its hard to let go sometimes isn't it? This was my first relationship...something I had been waiting for my whole life. Im not ugly, I dont smell, Im not boring...I guess I was just too fussy, but then I met R (note...I think its best I dont include names in here...you never know do you!) R was a complete breath of fresh air in my life...funny, handsome, protective...everything I wanted. I fell in love too quickly, but we had good times. He has his own issues - issues that I will never know about. I had issues too...I had a bit of a breakdown, went through counselling...and lost the man I loved during the process.
One thing I am determined to do though is always learn from what happens in my life. That is what its about eh? Oh well tomorrow will be the last day of this crazy year...I dont think I have ever looked forward to starting a new year as much as I am right now - mad huh? How the simple changing of days can make so many people look forward, make resolutions (yes - I WILL give up smoking this year!) Well lets just see what happens hey? Maybe 2011 will be my year of blogging ;) so how have I done so far?
Casp ",)
PS...I feel like Bridget Jones!!!
What can I say then...I am currently sitting on my mums sofa, watching crappy TV at 12.30am. Havent been looking after myself very well for the past few weeks...well I guess for the past few months really. Smoking load, eating loads...with the whole idea that on the 1st January my life will change and I will become a better person! Slimmer, healthier, happier! I am dtermined to enjoy 2011 anyway...want to go new places, meet new people. 2010 was the best and the worst year all rolled into one. I fell in love, and had my heart broken. Only now 3 months after the breakup can I finally start looking forward. Ive let go of the guy that I love - we cant be friends even though he seems to think we can. He is friends with all his exes...I just dont want to be added to that list.
Its hard to let go sometimes isn't it? This was my first relationship...something I had been waiting for my whole life. Im not ugly, I dont smell, Im not boring...I guess I was just too fussy, but then I met R (note...I think its best I dont include names in here...you never know do you!) R was a complete breath of fresh air in my life...funny, handsome, protective...everything I wanted. I fell in love too quickly, but we had good times. He has his own issues - issues that I will never know about. I had issues too...I had a bit of a breakdown, went through counselling...and lost the man I loved during the process.
One thing I am determined to do though is always learn from what happens in my life. That is what its about eh? Oh well tomorrow will be the last day of this crazy year...I dont think I have ever looked forward to starting a new year as much as I am right now - mad huh? How the simple changing of days can make so many people look forward, make resolutions (yes - I WILL give up smoking this year!) Well lets just see what happens hey? Maybe 2011 will be my year of blogging ;) so how have I done so far?
Casp ",)
PS...I feel like Bridget Jones!!!
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